I wish I could....Cry

I don't know what I should do right now!

I wish you knew...

come clean to me....

I can't stand anymore....Cry

I can't

...

دسته ها :
پنج شنبه ششم 5 1390

I feel lost!

I told you...No one.........Pleaseeeeee

But now!
Why?

If you wanted...ok...But No...Oh My Allah What are you donig?

Come clean to me!
Just like a hurican in mind! I feel badlly bad!!!

You know....not easy to forget...to beileve....to like...to underplay...Oh!
Impossible!

I'd rather not to say!

Do not leave me alone!
Give my hands...

Pure my feelings.....Or WATER it UP!!!!

Don't know....

I can't do anything more.....Bored out of my mind...Fed up...You know?

you can feel What I'm feeling....Days and Night are comming and going...

But...

I can't feel the changes....You know?..Impossible to feel...IMPOSSIBLE!

I didn't want to foget you! I wanna your presence in my tiny heart....But

IF....Oh! That's difficutl to express....I'm afriad of my feeling......

Guide me....and pleaseeeeeee help my mind!!!!!!

Need your helps as usuall......

Help me or kill me....

So difficult to countinue....

I feel lost whitout.........

دسته ها :
سه شنبه نهم 6 1389

 

I promised you that I would come back!

Now... I'm here!

Yes!

There is no need to be worried

Everything is finished....But

But how?!

But at what price?

It's the same baffling days I always face...

It happend again!

it dimmed all my reputation....

that's my point if view...mybe yours is different or better...

I'm sure you want the best for me......

Oh! my Allah do you hear me??

So long

 

 

پنج شنبه پنجم 1 1389

 

My best

  I'm not in mood!

I need you ....Is that from you? ya???

Why?

I can'tttttttt stand!

I really can not!

You know what my aims are....

How can I tolerate....even How can I decide...

that's utterly difficult ...

Anyway I like every thing you will....

you....yourself should help me....

Do you?!

I'll come back ask you about...

 

 

سه شنبه سوم 1 1389

Allah...

Hi !

I'm here

Just

For

Saying

T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U!

How can I express myslef ?!

You gave away everything....

I hope to be graeful !

I hope not to forget you...My best

I'd like to hang on....

Your words make me feel good

I'm getting better!

Thank you...

That reminds me, I'm your tiny creature!

Do Not fall me down!

Please....Do Not!

I can't...

 

چهارشنبه هفتم 11 1388

 

Allah....

I missed you!

I need to Grasp...

Don't reject me!

Do you?!

I know how affectionate you are...It's OBVIOUS!

I'm really weak...

You know...

Raise my hands

Heal my soul

Heal all

Heal me!

شنبه دوازدهم 10 1388

Allah...

You konw...I feel something

it seems volatile!

I'm in hurry to...oh!...Nothing!

you know everything

it doesn't need to elaborate more...

Just help be to be patient.....

What if I come here again and write the conclusion which is Ok and Satisfied,

Will come that day?!!!

hmmm

My best

you konw...

 

 

دسته ها :
سه شنبه دوازدهم 8 1388

Allah...

My best

What's wrong?!?

It happened again...You do something that I can't understand!!!

How can I tolerate this result ?!

It's so hard to accept

I can't

I can't

I can't

Give me Solace, Power and Patience

I need....

Give me the true result...

Give me which you want!

I'm satisfied with everything you want

My dearest

My best

My Allah

Believe me pleassssse!

I'm not in mood....you know.

Just you can help me

Thanks.

So long...

 

چهارشنبه دهم 4 1388

 

Allah...

 

I'm feeling upset!

someone hurt my feelings!

.

.

.

Oh...My best, you konw everything.

I deserve to know...Don't I ?!?

 

Help me to know

I wanna break them...

But I don't know what things will have to do ?!?

I wanna kill my self...I wish I hadn't seen it!

I wish It hadn't happened!

I wish I hadn't been there!

  I wish I hadn't been here!!!!

Oh...

How disappointed I am!

No...I'm not so!

 My heart is wounded

My emotion is disturbed!

Why has it happented?!

I wish I had never seen....

I wish

I wish

   I wish...

Don't pull my leg!

I'm not good to test!

I'm so weak!!!

You konw that!

Let me grow up more!!!

You konw what I need?

Need to a place to cryyyy

I wanna evacuated awful thoughts from myself!

Would you help me

I need to your aid...

Just youuuu

...

 

دوشنبه یازدهم 3 1388

 

Just remindes me the best memories...

 

 

Ferdowsi undivesity of Mashhad

Farvardin, 6th 1388

time: 3:30 pm

 

 We were waiting there, to informe about expected programs.

These buses were provided to transfer.

 Our temporary destination was Hasheminejad airport.

We were just waiting!

  My BEST.....

...

***

It's right veiw... mosque of univeisity

 And the rest are my unknown friends! with their families.

Who are they?!

I didn't used to know!

  ... But then,  little by little I got familiar

***

Finally, They called us and wanted to come in the mosque

They elaborated on the last advices;

How should we deliver our tickets and somethings like this.

Oh...My God...I remember song of first LABAYK!!!

We all with the all our heart repeated that voiccccce....

I remeber sound of tears...

How nice was ...

first step to grow...

I'll never forget!

what will happen ?!

I didn't used to know...

.

.

.

I separated from my families...

.

Getting on bus

.

Airport

.

Taking off....

.

Heart flying and Materials leaving just for 2 weeks!

I like it

I just like it

My best...

 

 

 

 

دسته ها : Itinerary
سه شنبه بیست و دوم 2 1388
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